*sigh* Fine. There's a reason I said what I said after you mentioned that you wanted to die after Chris died. It made me think of my first year at my old House of Night. My roommate and I got into an argument a few weeks after I gained my air affinity. *Tears well up in my eyes.* I got so angry with her that I created a tornado that nearly destroyed the campus. *sigh* Luckily, no one in the city was hurt. But I...I... *I start crying.* I killed my roommate! And a professor! And other classmates! The tornado I created killed them... *calming down a bit* ...but I never meant to kill anyone. I know it was a long time ago, but her spirit still haunts me, and I never forgave myself. *I start shaking.* I wished the same thing you did, Odeda...to end my life so that I wouldn't hurt anyone else. But I couldn't. And I didn't. I can't forgive myself for killing those vampires.
* I swim to her and said* it wasn't your fault, you didn't know how to handle air as you do know and you are not the person you were in the past * I look at odeda* non of us is*I look at her again* right know you know you have our support and you have a person that loves you no matter what and thats what it is important know and the students, they love you they love ,Scalet the professor with the air affinity, you have us know and we can help you as much as you havehelped us * I smiled at her * the past Iis in the past right know we have to worry about our future and if the pasts want to be in or future then we will stop it together and with our elements by our side * im still with the smile in my face*
*nods* Right. Yeah, let's get going. When we get back on land, I'll text him asking him if he'd like to go with us. *I swim back to the boat house, excited that we're shopping for apartments for my Ryan.*
*I'm still swimming to shore. No one is behind me.* Guys? Are you gonna catch up or what? *It gets quiet.* Guys? *getting scared* A-Alan? Odeda? Guys? *I look around and can't find the others. I start panicking.*