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Post by ashley on Apr 25, 2015 3:42:07 GMT
*I run down the hall into the dinning room watching my classmates when i feel the pain in my chest i fall to the floor hand on my chest and i cry i roll up in a ball n cry gasping for air am i going crazy?? No im just going threw to much and everyone elses emotions keep effecting my arura as well i feel sick tears keep rolling down my face*
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Post by Odeda Heartfire on Apr 25, 2015 22:25:27 GMT
*calmly odeda bends down next to ashley*ashley foucse on my voice... Breath... Foucse on just my voice *he puts her hand on his chest* feel my breathing... Relax your mind foucse only on me
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Post by ashley on Apr 26, 2015 2:44:46 GMT
*I look at odeda tears in my eyes i then see his arura with mine i get a sick feeling again* help its to much my emotions are bad and i keep seeing everyone elses i cant breath i feel like im in so much pain n then to see everyone else's as well is awful * i curl in a ball*
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Post by Odeda Heartfire on Apr 26, 2015 2:55:03 GMT
close your eyes, you need to calm down.. Just listen to my voice. *he picks her up and starts walking to healer doves office* keep your eyes closed and try to claim your mind... Right now the only person who matters is you.. You need to stop over thinking... *he calls water to help calm
Her mind and clear her Vision* Ashley think of something calming.. Think about the beauty of a butterfly landing gently on the flower
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Post by ashley on Apr 26, 2015 3:24:02 GMT
*my eyes are closed and i finally feel calm my firey soul feels water calming me down and i know im ok now i reach for odedas hand and open my eyes* woah im so sorry *i soak in some of his strength to get the strength to sit up* im so used to being strong when i get depressed... Everything gets worse aruras make me sick i feel lost.... Thanks for helping me warrior * i let go of my friends hand and run my fingers threw my hair i sigh knowing i have to get up and try to be strong yet again*
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Post by Odeda Heartfire on Apr 26, 2015 3:31:01 GMT
What'd wrong why are you depressed
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Post by ashley on Apr 26, 2015 3:37:22 GMT
Just feeling alone very alone sick of people comparing me to my mom who is a evil person its just tough and it sucks to feel alone n empty all the time on top of that but to see everyones personality and feelings i cant help but feel down about myself .... I know its weak and stupid n i can b strong and forget about everything but sometimes i lose myself n soak in the pain
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Post by Odeda Heartfire on Apr 26, 2015 3:45:12 GMT
You need to learn to use you ability to put up a walk so you can only see and sense the auras when you truly need too
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Post by ashley on Apr 26, 2015 3:47:26 GMT
I normally do its when im sad i lose the strength to have the wall but im better now i stand up thank you odeda
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Post by Odeda Heartfire on Apr 26, 2015 3:48:46 GMT
You need to find a way to keep the wall when you sad also
(Remember love use ** to show movement)
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Post by ashley on Apr 26, 2015 3:51:19 GMT
(Oops sorry) and ill try i promise its just hard no one really understands my gift
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Post by Odeda Heartfire on Apr 26, 2015 4:37:16 GMT
There's a book in the library written by an old priestess who was a lot like you.. You gift will help you find it. *he smiles * its will help you
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Post by ashley on Apr 26, 2015 9:52:00 GMT
* i sigh* thank you its a first step thanks *i but my hand over my chest bow and walk to the library
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